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~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa:

Dumbass who hates herself. ^^  

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  • Female/United States
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  • Deviant since Jul 1, 2004, 9:16 AM
  • 66 Deviations
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The Truth Be Told...

The Truth Be Told...   
His eyes not as dead  His lips not a smooth.  No words to be said  and no hand to soothe.  If feeling is knowing, and knowledge is why  Then this pain is my wisdom. I’m going to die.   
This warm silken satin that flows from my chest.  This icy cold steal that protrudes from my breast.   
Across he stands with his hands dipped in crimson.  Behind him approaches his cackling vixen.   
He drops to his knees  My blindness be damned.  Through her kisses he sees,  
There’s a gun in her hand.   
The clicking revolver, the bull

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When He ReturnsIt flickers like candlelight,  Sparkling just long enough to draw you close.  Before the heat.  Then, like a clock, the burn.  
You taste it, hear it lingering on his lips like a tune.  That lost promise with a hint of truth that you want so hard to believe.  
You miss the step again as his hot breath caresses your cheek.  Flat.  Soft and warm and welcoming like the fruit’s flesh.  The tongue flickers and you almost turn back.  You slip away from him for breath.  But he speaks…  You perk with loss in that brevity of escape,  
And the band snaps back.  Into his arms.  I When He Returns
in Open on 5/10/07
Kiel, Britt and Christina...
in Windows on 4/14/06
RealitySo real.  
Shaking.  Why do I feel this way?  Breaking.  Why would I let myself go that far?  Frightened.  I let myself let you be with me.  No regrets.  
I’m amazed at the pain.  Enrapturing, beautiful, upsetting.  The sadness only proves what I already knew.  The feelings I had for you.  So deep.  So real.  So painfully right.  And I won’t let myself be angry.  The wonder amazes me.  Together isn’t always perfect.  The light comes from the darkness.  Gentleness, kindness, beauty.  I felt them in your fingertips.  Your lips showed me worl Reality
in Open on 3/3/06
Difficult DecisionsIf only I could walk on down the road.  Walk away without a second look.  Follow whichever way the river flowed  I must turn the next page of the book.  If I keep myself here in this place  I fear the way it all may end.  Taking a step back to hide my face  Hoping that my spirit will only bend.  Why is it I’ve placed myself in here?  This place I do not want to be.  Staying because of those I hold dear.  Hoping nobody will see. Difficult Decisions
in Fixed on 8/25/05
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Kind of back!

Journal Entry: Thu May 10, 2007, 9:43 PM
Yep.. I'm still alive. In fact I finally submitted something new!!! YAY!
-meg

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: *points at house* Um..here?
  • Interests: Reading, Writing, talking, signing, talking, annoying people.
  • Favourite movie: I don't have a favorite.. I like alot of them.
  • Favourite band or musician: At the moment...? The Fray, or MSI
  • Favourite genre of music: I like ALL kinds.
  • Favourite artist: Well.. I think my cousin is fabulous. *points to future animation specialist* hee.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Wow.. her again. *cackles*
  • Favourite photographer: Peter Parker. *points at L* SHE SAID IT!
  • Operating System: Windows XP...if that's what the question is.
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Shell of choice: I don't eat shell. *shrugs* XD
  • Wallpaper of choice: I'm not a wallpaper kinda gal.
  • Skin of choice: Mine actually pretty nice..
  • Favourite game: Life. *blinks* I mean actual life.. not the board game.
  • Favourite cartoon character: I don't watch cartoons. -_-'
  • Personal Quote: "Love hurts. Life is shit. Screw the world. The Sky Is Falling."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen & Paper

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@karyaazure:iconkaryaazure: Jun 22, 2007, 3:58:16 PM
:wave:

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~agentl:iconagentl: May 22, 2007, 9:41:00 PM
Your mom.

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Superman? Here I am.
~SarcasticxPoetess:iconSarcasticxPoetess: Sep 23, 2006, 9:02:06 AM

I can see fine, now. Last night when I took my contacts out my left eye would not cooperate and turned the brightest of reds. WTF is that?


-bouncebouncebounce- Fajita leftovers do not taste as good the following day. Ever.


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[if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to leave this alone.]
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Sep 23, 2006, 8:51:18 AM
I'm too tired for my brain to even function. o.o

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"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
~SarcasticxPoetess:iconSarcasticxPoetess: Sep 22, 2006, 10:01:48 PM

It's so exciting!
I can now not only bother you in person, but on the internet as well! :D


I'm tired. But not really. o_o; -random-


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[if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to leave this alone.]
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Sep 22, 2006, 9:31:58 PM
Oh my lord. You found me. You have a dA account. O.o Wow.

Spankies.
-meg

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-mg-

"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
~Exhileration:iconExhileration: Aug 21, 2006, 5:18:24 PM
*whistles a happy tune*

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~SarcasticxPoetess:iconSarcasticxPoetess: Jul 31, 2006, 5:49:22 PM

Hiiii Megan. :D
It's Jessica. <3 [from the show.]

-stalkstalkstalk-
:3~
[no, I've not had icecream]

I've been looking through your gallery. You are an insanely talented poet, no lie. I'll go comment things individually later.

See you in a week or so!


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[if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to leave this alone.]
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Jun 19, 2006, 8:04:18 PM
:lick:

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"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
~DaButtaCupNess:iconDaButtaCupNess: May 12, 2006, 6:31:59 AM
:D thanks for the many faves!

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:heart::tombstone:In loving memory of Nick:tombstone::heart:



:toast:


:faint: <-- My dA version of -falls over-



I LOVES MAH SEXY WIFEY: *AnH0nestMistake (biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig inside joke! :heart: <33334532df)
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Apr 23, 2006, 4:24:11 PM
you're welcome! ^^
-meg

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"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
~mustang768:iconmustang768: Apr 19, 2006, 6:30:21 PM
Thanks for the faves and add!

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RIP San - January 1, 2006
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Apr 14, 2006, 9:01:21 PM
you're very very very welcome. ^^

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"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
~Adella-Incarius:iconAdella-Incarius: Apr 14, 2006, 11:07:08 AM
thank you for the watch

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...the darkness calls. How the sweet lulliby of night rings out into the darkness.
*Dakota15:iconDakota15: Apr 6, 2006, 4:54:17 PM
Hello! :wave:

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~agentl:iconagentl: Feb 19, 2006, 10:31:12 AM
*Recorded message*

You have favorited an actual, genuine, one-hundred percent real piece of L's soul! Rock on, you bad chick, you!

[/dorkiness]

Love you, kiddo. :hug:

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Superman? Here I am.
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Oct 3, 2005, 3:08:37 PM
yeah yeah yeah. ^^ I still love you. I'll keep waiting for you to call.

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-mg-

"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
~Jetshadow:iconJetshadow: Oct 2, 2005, 6:14:59 AM
I can only call when no one's around to hear ^^;

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100% Epic Goodness.
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Sep 30, 2005, 8:59:54 AM
You suck sometimes, but i don't complain. Like when you never call! ^^
Love you though.
-meg

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-mg-

"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
~Jetshadow:iconJetshadow: Sep 19, 2005, 3:19:12 AM
*sigh* She favs, but never comments

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100% Epic Goodness.
~GeneralIriga:iconGeneralIriga: Sep 1, 2005, 1:07:02 PM
Dear Deviant,

Can I interest you in donating to the American Red Cross for Hurricane Relief? If you do wish to donate
just go online and type [link]
There may be deviant artists who may need help from around the Gulf Coast area.

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Peux ce que veux. Allons'y!


- Lieutenant General Romeo Dallaire (Ret'd)
~OH-mesa:iconOH-mesa: Jul 30, 2005, 6:36:38 PM
Thank you very much! ^^

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-mg-

"I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much. They're not enough.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
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